So many lies, I lost count
Lies about them, lies about me, lies about them with me, lies about them with someone else
The lies just kept on coming-- after time, I realized that I'm done believing what people say to me
I am to the point where the compliments, the sweet words, the so-called "truth," just comes in one ear and stumbles out the other
...... the words stop, for a sweet second, and I appreciate them
then reality hits, and I remember,
the quality of a lie
The way it makes me feel good, makes me feel worth something, makes me feel like I actually mean to this person,
what
they
say
I
do
Then the lie comes alive, and I realize what it really was to start out with-- an untrue, heart-wrenching,
false commitment to my thoughts
and I don't know any other way--
it's unfortunate really,
because I honestly want to believe the words you say
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